you would kill for this

( i love you like an octopus )

Hello loves.

Hookay, so I haven't had a real update in quite some time. School is out & that is definitely pretty cool. I am so glad we are done with stupid middle school! Summer has been pretty fun so far. Nothing too exciting has been going on. I've been running into a bunch of people I haven't seen in like 284793740304 years though lol. I only have 3 weeks left here, & then i'll be gone for a month. So definitely holler if you wanna hang out fooooo shooooo =) lol.

Ok well I really don't have anything to say here at all so I guess i'll update again if anything yummy happens lol.

comments would be lovely.

lovelovelove,

nia

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.


yeah ok i'm a nerd. but that song is kind of suiting for the occasion lol.

i love you all so fucking much!!

thanks for making this year so amazing! i will never forget it.

comment if you love me like crazy! lol =)

lovelovelove,
nia

yoooo.

yeah i def. haven't updated in a while.

one week of school left! =)

i am actually gonna kind of miss it though. =/

graduation is on wednesday. so that's pretty cool i guess.

well...comment lots of times about random stuff just so i feel cool =) lol

lovelovelove
nia

( dsskhaldkahlks )

weekend = awesome.

So, we went to Disney on Thursday and that was crazy awesome! We didn't get to go on many rides though cause of all the freakishly long lines, but whatever. It was like our last oppurtunity to be with everyone before graduation so it was well worth it. I took tons of pictures so if I ever figure out how to put pictures on here i'll post them. =)

Friday- I slept until fucking 5 p.m. That was deffintely the longest I have ever slept in my life lol. So I woke up and started to get ready to go to Fountains. Jackie's parents dropped us off at the front of the movies and like as soon as they drove away they saw Josh. And since Jackie's dad is an asshole he stops the car in front of Josh and was like "oh remember me?" and he was telling Josh to stay away from us and shit. But Josh didn't say anything so her dad drove away. But like as soon as he started to drive her dad heard Josh say "fuck you jew" or something so Jackie's dad like slammed on the breaks and got out of the car and went to the police trying to get Josh arrested for hate crimes (even though the police couldn't do anything about it cause her dad started it). So yeah then me and Jackie started walking towards Strombolis cause we didn't want to like get stuck in the middle of it. But then it turned out that her parents never left and they were talking to Will the whole time or something. So then her parents drove by Strombolis and like made us get into the car cause they didn't want us staying there if Josh was there or something. Yeah, so that was some gay shit right there.

Saturday- I woke up at like 11 and went shopping with my mom. Fun stuff. Then at like 3 me and my sister went to Towers cause we were bored and decided that we wanted Miami Subs fries. Then when I came home I decided I would be a good girl and clean my room cause it was really messy. That took me like 2 hours and I didn't really do anything else that night.

Today- I woke up at like 8:15 cause Jackie was coming to pick me up at 9:00 to go to Sunfest! It took us like an hour to get there and we had to like run to the first stage cause Ject was playing and yeah. So we missed like the first 15 minutes of Ject but it was ok cause we got sexy Daniel to sign our shirts!! =) So then at like 12 we went to see Submersed and they were really good. We met some kid named Sean who looked exactly like Benji there. Crazy crazy. Then after Submersed played we got some food and then went to see Silvertide. They were pretty good too. There were a bunch of crazy drunk moms dancing there so we decided to dance with them. It was so funny! So once Silvertide ended we had to rush to get over to see Alter Bridge cause it was starting at like 3. Everything was all backed up though cause Breaking Benjamin was supposed to play at 3 but they didn't play till 4:15. So we saw Alter Bridge and when that was over Breaking Benjamin came on. They were so awesomeee! So after all that fun we had to go meet Jackie's parents at some sea food restaurant down the street. Then we got into the car and went to McDonald's and like stuffed our faces and read books about our lives lol.

So yeah, that was my weekend. It was pretty fun. We didn't get to see 3 Doors Down though, but that's quite alright. I still had fun with my hardcore bitch! lol

Well, comments are deffinitely pretty awesome.

iloveyou.

-nia



my birthday is deffinitely on tuesday =) lol

Hey there.

Gosh, I never realized how someone can change so much in so little time all because of one person.

I was thinking today, and what would happen if I never met him? I know that I would deffinitely have a lot more trust in people. I know that I probably wouldn't feel so cheap and have a bunch of people hating me for things I never did. I hate how people look at me now. I feel like I did something terribly wrong and that I am not worthy of being a friend. Or even a person.

I have lost all my true friends all because of one stupid boy. How could I have been so dumb? I knew he wasn't the right kind of guy for me and yet I still wanted him so bad. I feel like I ruined everything for myself and there is nothing I can do to fix it.

I don't get it, whenever I get close to anyone something always gets screwed up. Am I like not capable of being just a friend? Did I screw up my reputation so much that no one thinks of me as a person anymore? I feel like I am that "easy girl" that all the girls hate and all the guys want. But it's not that they want me, they just think that I will do stuff with them so they act like they like me until they get what they want and then drop me. I wish I could take back everything I have ever done. Maybe then people would have more respect for me and not treat me this way. Because right now I just feel really lonely. =(

Well I guess that's all. Sorry this entry is so emo. I just had to get that off my chest ;)

Comments are pretty cool.

love love love,
nia

Post a memory you have of me in the comments. It can be anything you want, then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you. (If we've never met in person before then a phone conversation? or an IM? something.)


i think i've posted this before. oh well? just do it anyway :)

Leave an anonymous comment telling me:

A secret:
A lie:
A confession:
A Nickname for me:
Am I a boring person:
Do you hate me:
Have you ever been mad at me:
Have I ever made you laugh:
One Thing you like about me:
One Thing you dislike about me:
One thing you could change about me:
A little note for me:
A hint as to who you are:


yeah i deffinitely stole that from joleen...but that's only cause she's cool =)

( to all my lovers )

hello darlin's.

ok, so high school is like really close and i don't know if i'm more excited or more scared. i don't know what's gonna happen once we leave. i mean, this year has been pretty crazy, but i loved every second of it. but it wouldn't have been so awesome if it weren't for my little jewish gangsta jackie =)

so i am devoting this entry to jaclyn michelle adler. my bestest friend ever!

( for my little twix )

hello.

well i am updating just for the sake of updating. so feel free to comment and make me feel like i have a life. =)

kthanks.

jyhagdhagdljadkjadlkajhdlkj ugh!

I hate hate hate hate hate boys!! Seriously, I am soooo done liking boys! Whenever I fall for a guy I just get hurt. They treat me like total shit! It's not like it happened only once, but everytime I even get relatively close to a guy they just totally take advantage of me, or just end up hating me by the end of the week. Why can't a guy actually like me for who I am? I don't know. Maybe i'm stupid. Maybe it's my fault that I actually thought that a boy could possibly like me. There are so many fucking rumors going around about me, and now that's all anyone thinks of me. Ugh, I hate middle school! Oh well, who needs boys anyway? They're icky.

Gosh, now I sound like a depressed emo lobster!

Oh well =)

mucho love,
nia

oh, and i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee jackie!!

Heyy!!

I haven't updated in like 2049720347 years! Nothing really interesting has been going on. Spring Break kind of sucked...but oh well. Atleast I got to sleep a lot ;) lol.

kdjadshkajdkaj i like a boy =(

And it's sad because he doesn't like me. I hate when that happens!! I always fall for the wrong kind of guy. Why can't I ever just like a nice clean jewish boy?! lol. It's a shame...the boys I like are the boys that get me into the most trouble and hurt me the most. What's wrong with me these days? lol.

Oh well. Who needs boys? I have girls =)

Well, that concludes my update.

Comment pleaseeeeeeee!

love love love
nia

i'm updating because if i didn't i would get raped.

thank you.

Heyy hoes.

I am in the library with Haley and Chelsea. Fucking Spring Break is tomorrow!! =)

Comment if your heart desires.

( maybe your gonna be the one that saves me? )

Heyyy.

Omg my weekend was so much fun = )

Friday- I went home with Jackie and we went to the fountains but it got really boring. So then Ricky called me and Benji, Rafe, and Ricky came to the movies and they wanted me and Jackie to go to Valentina's house but we were afraid we would get raped or killed or something because Rafe was driving. So yeah they went without us. But then Ricky kept calling me like every 5 seconds because he felt bad for leaving...but I didn't really care. lol. So then me and Jackie went to TCBY and ate lots of ice cream and went home. lol.

Saturday- I went looking at houses with my mom and my sister. Then I went back to Jackie's house and we were trying to figure out something to do at night but we couldn't think of anything. And then like 5 seconds later Ricky magically called me and asked us if we wanted to go to Marcello's cause he was having a party. So we went there and me and Jackie got quite drunk. lol. And Jackie's mom kept calling us cause she wanted to come pick us up, but we didn't know where are phones went. lol. So we finally found them and we had like a trillion messgaes from her mom like screaming at us. So we called her mom back and she was in front of Marcello's house. So me, jackie, reagan, nick and mickey ran to the pool and her mom picked us up there at fucking 8:30! Then we went to 84 Diner and Publix with her parents and we kept tripping everywhere. It was so funny. lol. So after we came home Reagan and Nick called us and told us we should come back to the party so we were gonna sneak out when her parents went to sleep but we both passed out before that. lol.

Sunday- We woke up and my stupid mom came and picked me up at like 11 and took me home. So now I don't know what to do the rest of the day. Maybe i'll sleep...lol.

So yeah, that was my wonderful weekend. I want Marcello to have another party because no one is gonna be hom during spring break so me and Jackie can leave and no one would even notice ;) lol.

mucho love,
nia

heyheyhey! I am in the library right now.

Haley, Chelsea, and Yasmyn are here. We are all cool cool girls. = )

yes, well that is all.

goodbye.

<3 nia

heyyyy there sweet cheeks
i love jackie! she is just the nicest person. she helps me with everything. and on sunday we are making a feast for our parents!! its gonna be soo tight. well just wanted to say that i love my wife... jackie
love u lots. comment xoxo
-NiA G.