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so you know that you're never on your own

Posted on 2005.06.16 at 23:27
Current Mood: blahso boreddd!
Current Music: the dandy warhols- you were the last high

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come on sweet catastrophe

Posted on 2005.06.10 at 20:06
Current Mood: sillysilly
Current Music: two weeks in hawaii- hellogoodbye
Hello loves.

Hookay, so I haven't had a real update in quite some time. School is out & that is definitely pretty cool. I am so glad we are done with stupid middle school! Summer has been pretty fun so far. Nothing too exciting has been going on. I've been running into a bunch of people I haven't seen in like 284793740304 years though lol. I only have 3 weeks left here, & then i'll be gone for a month. So definitely holler if you wanna hang out fooooo shooooo =) lol.

Ok well I really don't have anything to say here at all so I guess i'll update again if anything yummy happens lol.

comments would be lovely.

lovelovelove,

nia

i hope you had the time of your life

Posted on 2005.05.31 at 20:54
Current Mood: gratefuli love you all so much!
Current Music: green day- good riddance
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.


yeah ok i'm a nerd. but that song is kind of suiting for the occasion lol.

i love you all so fucking much!!

thanks for making this year so amazing! i will never forget it.

comment if you love me like crazy! lol =)

lovelovelove,
nia

it's always you and my big dreams

Posted on 2005.05.23 at 20:32
Current Mood: okayi wish i had some cotton candy
Current Music: him- the sacrament
yoooo.

yeah i def. haven't updated in a while.

one week of school left! =)

i am actually gonna kind of miss it though. =/

graduation is on wednesday. so that's pretty cool i guess.

well...comment lots of times about random stuff just so i feel cool =) lol

lovelovelove
nia

djhagjsdhgshdals

Posted on 2005.05.08 at 18:58
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: the juliana theory- into the dark

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she's beautiful as usual with bruses on her ego

Posted on 2005.05.01 at 17:26
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: incubus- warning
weekend = awesome.

So, we went to Disney on Thursday and that was crazy awesome! We didn't get to go on many rides though cause of all the freakishly long lines, but whatever. It was like our last oppurtunity to be with everyone before graduation so it was well worth it. I took tons of pictures so if I ever figure out how to put pictures on here i'll post them. =)

Friday- I slept until fucking 5 p.m. That was deffintely the longest I have ever slept in my life lol. So I woke up and started to get ready to go to Fountains. Jackie's parents dropped us off at the front of the movies and like as soon as they drove away they saw Josh. And since Jackie's dad is an asshole he stops the car in front of Josh and was like "oh remember me?" and he was telling Josh to stay away from us and shit. But Josh didn't say anything so her dad drove away. But like as soon as he started to drive her dad heard Josh say "fuck you jew" or something so Jackie's dad like slammed on the breaks and got out of the car and went to the police trying to get Josh arrested for hate crimes (even though the police couldn't do anything about it cause her dad started it). So yeah then me and Jackie started walking towards Strombolis cause we didn't want to like get stuck in the middle of it. But then it turned out that her parents never left and they were talking to Will the whole time or something. So then her parents drove by Strombolis and like made us get into the car cause they didn't want us staying there if Josh was there or something. Yeah, so that was some gay shit right there.

Saturday- I woke up at like 11 and went shopping with my mom. Fun stuff. Then at like 3 me and my sister went to Towers cause we were bored and decided that we wanted Miami Subs fries. Then when I came home I decided I would be a good girl and clean my room cause it was really messy. That took me like 2 hours and I didn't really do anything else that night.

Today- I woke up at like 8:15 cause Jackie was coming to pick me up at 9:00 to go to Sunfest! It took us like an hour to get there and we had to like run to the first stage cause Ject was playing and yeah. So we missed like the first 15 minutes of Ject but it was ok cause we got sexy Daniel to sign our shirts!! =) So then at like 12 we went to see Submersed and they were really good. We met some kid named Sean who looked exactly like Benji there. Crazy crazy. Then after Submersed played we got some food and then went to see Silvertide. They were pretty good too. There were a bunch of crazy drunk moms dancing there so we decided to dance with them. It was so funny! So once Silvertide ended we had to rush to get over to see Alter Bridge cause it was starting at like 3. Everything was all backed up though cause Breaking Benjamin was supposed to play at 3 but they didn't play till 4:15. So we saw Alter Bridge and when that was over Breaking Benjamin came on. They were so awesomeee! So after all that fun we had to go meet Jackie's parents at some sea food restaurant down the street. Then we got into the car and went to McDonald's and like stuffed our faces and read books about our lives lol.

So yeah, that was my weekend. It was pretty fun. We didn't get to see 3 Doors Down though, but that's quite alright. I still had fun with my hardcore bitch! lol

Well, comments are deffinitely pretty awesome.

iloveyou.

-nia



my birthday is deffinitely on tuesday =) lol

and our hearts are around the everglow

Posted on 2005.04.21 at 21:01
Current Mood: confusedjhjhsdjalda
Current Music: ok go- return
Hey there.

Gosh, I never realized how someone can change so much in so little time all because of one person.

I was thinking today, and what would happen if I never met him? I know that I would deffinitely have a lot more trust in people. I know that I probably wouldn't feel so cheap and have a bunch of people hating me for things I never did. I hate how people look at me now. I feel like I did something terribly wrong and that I am not worthy of being a friend. Or even a person.

I have lost all my true friends all because of one stupid boy. How could I have been so dumb? I knew he wasn't the right kind of guy for me and yet I still wanted him so bad. I feel like I ruined everything for myself and there is nothing I can do to fix it.

I don't get it, whenever I get close to anyone something always gets screwed up. Am I like not capable of being just a friend? Did I screw up my reputation so much that no one thinks of me as a person anymore? I feel like I am that "easy girl" that all the girls hate and all the guys want. But it's not that they want me, they just think that I will do stuff with them so they act like they like me until they get what they want and then drop me. I wish I could take back everything I have ever done. Maybe then people would have more respect for me and not treat me this way. Because right now I just feel really lonely. =(

Well I guess that's all. Sorry this entry is so emo. I just had to get that off my chest ;)

Comments are pretty cool.

love love love,
nia

he is her cocaine and she is addicted

Posted on 2005.04.16 at 15:04
Current Mood: sleepyemo talks wear me out
Current Music: armor for sleep- dream to make believe
Post a memory you have of me in the comments. It can be anything you want, then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you. (If we've never met in person before then a phone conversation? or an IM? something.)


i think i've posted this before. oh well? just do it anyway :)

you could be my heroine

Posted on 2005.04.12 at 20:45
Current Mood: coldfreezing!
Current Music: muse- time is running out
Leave an anonymous comment telling me:

A secret:
A lie:
A confession:
A Nickname for me:
Am I a boring person:
Do you hate me:
Have you ever been mad at me:
Have I ever made you laugh:
One Thing you like about me:
One Thing you dislike about me:
One thing you could change about me:
A little note for me:
A hint as to who you are:


yeah i deffinitely stole that from joleen...but that's only cause she's cool =)

when you told me you loved me were your fingers crossed?

Posted on 2005.04.09 at 23:14
Current Mood: thankfulthankful
Current Music: hellogoodbye- call n return

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